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Post by SuFFeR on Feb 15, 2012 8:39:19 GMT -5
<ALCEL>Why don't you get it? <>I grinned. Of course it would feel way better to her, or myself. Way better than it ever should of. A grin split out across my maw, as I watched her. Her mood improved so much better after that. As I watched her, shake her bodice of dirt and debris, something was fighting at my mind. Something I couldn't understand. And then, when she spoke again, her lyrics met my harks, and I realized what it was. To other's we were insane, on the wall, but to each other, we were the sanest on earth. The thought danced around in my mind. Of course she wanted to do that again. It would be the only sane thing to do. I had to keep from grinning. The funny thing, I wasn't pissed anymore, or fucked off at the world. It almost felt nice, but empty. Way empty.
<>Of course I didn't think she would do it!! But of course, I underestimated her again. I really needed to learn to expect anything and everything from Oxi. She thought similar to myself, and I would have probably done it too. Just one less bastard in the world. "Honestly? No. I should learn to expect anything and everything from you though." My lyrics had a color of teasing to them, but also had a hint of truth in them. I honestly could not believe she would do it. [/size]
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Post by PLAGUE ;; on Feb 15, 2012 20:03:22 GMT -5
[/color] push me UNDER pull me FARTHER. take me all away.[/color] |||a short, raw and unused laugh escaped my maw, sounding so rusty even to my thorns that i flinched. i couldn't even remember the last time i laughed.....probably when i was still with scream.
just the thought of my half-brother made me shudder, immediately slamming a lid on the bliss i was feeling, filling my empty abyss with hatred and fear. scream....he wasn't, he couldn't......he wasn't normal. he was intense, he wasn't vivid. he was the kind of intense that polluted your mind and twisted your way of thinking.....he was the worst mistake of my life. he was my biggest regret.
all but shaking with rage, i stepped over the carcass and toward alcel, blowing past him with sure, harsh steps that echoed from the shale. "lets murder another one."[/i] [/color][/size] |||[/center][/blockquote][/blockquote][/blockquote]
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Post by SuFFeR on Feb 15, 2012 20:18:46 GMT -5
<ALCEL>Why don't you get it? <> I listened to a laugh, one that I thought came from behind me. I spun around, and realized it came from Oxi. My orbs were wide with shock. The laugh wasn't fake or sarcastic, but real. Vivid. I grinned slightly at the word. My harks were ready to hear it again, but it was simply short. "Was that just a laugh?" I asked her, my voice teasing and playful.
<> Her body expressed bad memories, and I swore she was going to shake with rage any moment. The memories she seemed to have weren't a good kind of vivid, instead a bad. Tainted. Like horror movies. Fucking memories. I had many, horrible ones myself, but they were stored away, deep in the back of my mind. Lets murder another one. was all I heard as she blew past me, her harsh steps frightening me. She was so happy before, but now, she was glum again. In the distance, I could hear a bunch of bastards fighting over who would fuck the slut. Boys, you all can. A giggly, high pitched voice echoed around. I rolled my optics and ground my teeth together. The studs began arguing on who would go first. The bitch wanted them to hurry up. My blood boiled with rage, and my steps quickened. [/size]
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Post by PLAGUE ;; on Feb 15, 2012 20:27:53 GMT -5
[/color] push me UNDER pull me FARTHER. take me all away.[/color] |||was that a laugh? "only a short one. i haven't laughed since....... since scream happened."[/i] and there it was, that FUCKING name again. scream of the banshees, better known as scream or terror. and a terror he was....he polluted my dreams at night and scooped out my happiness every day, he held me back with iron chains and then raped me in a corner. over and over again, i could see the images, blurring inside my head and becoming mirages, playing out before me for the world to see. but i wasn't going to let him get away with it....he had ruined enough of my life, tainted enough of my memories. i was done putting up with his selfish acts of defiance and his abuse, the abuse that used to come every night and every day. i was just done with him, forever and more, but still he haunted me. the local bitch was a rusty colored bay, and she had three different studs poking and prodding at her like she was a prize to win. fucking disgusting. "i call the skank."[/i] i rumbled, voice holding only the slightest taint of a malicious giggle. [/color][/size] |||[/center][/blockquote][/blockquote][/blockquote]
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Post by SuFFeR on Feb 15, 2012 21:02:42 GMT -5
<ALCEL>Why don't you get it? <> Scream. What an interesting name. It reminded me of Oxicotton. Also strange. Although my name wasn't usual either, I had gotten used to it in the first three months of my life. The name seemed to bother her, and I figured that's what name was bothering her in the first place. I didn't ask further about it.
<> This Scream was probably family, and it reminded me of my own family. Fucking bunch of bitches. They all bothered me. Although I had only known my mother, the bastard that she called handsome had taken her away from me. Then the two legged disasters took me away, and tamed me. I fought, and lost my only true love with it. Godfuckingdamnit. I hated the two legged, the humans. They ruined what I had left of my life. With a simple toss of my dial, my muscular frame began to vibrate, as I approached the bastards.
<> My rage continued to boil, higher and hotter as I approached, and soon, I was almost on top of the ugliest bastard. My kissers split into a malicious grin, and I laughed a evil laugh. "Mind if I take a go?" I asked, my voice holding a piece of evil as my orbs sparked and burnt into his. 'Be my guest' was his response, and so, I grinned. He had no idea what was coming to him, not to some bitch who wanted pleasure. I peaked over at Oxi to see how she was doing. [/size]
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Post by PLAGUE ;; on Feb 15, 2012 21:21:53 GMT -5
[/color] push me UNDER pull me FARTHER. take me all away.[/color] |||the slave knew what was coming. she could tell as i approached, orbs slamming wide with shock as my aura of hatred pushed against her, backing away as if that would save her. "get back here slut."[/i] the vix turned to run, but i was quicker, smarter, and more paranoid than your average idiot, and i was already blocking her way. the rusty bay femme was panting now, sweat leeching from her skin as she worked herself into a manic panic, murmuring prayers from her loose lips. she had no chance of survival, she was weak. she was bendable. i was like a toxic chemical, like an acid. i was eating through her defenses and starting to chew on her defiled bodice, sending sparks of fear flying. the fatale tried to run again, but oh no bitch, that doesn't fly with me. i dodged back in front of her, stained fangs bared, nape stretched, and radars smashed flat against my skull. i looked angular and satanic, possessed with the rage and hurt that was boiling over the rims i had set. i didn't even hesitate, the sudden memory of scream pulsing inside of me sending my once conscious head into a tizzy, just make it stop stopstopstopstopstop STOP. with a scream of everything wrong with this world echoing about us, i lunged at her exposed jugular and ripped, slashing and biting again and again, even after she fell to the ground and stopped moving. there was nothing left of the bottom part of her boa by the time i was thinking again, thick crimson staining not only the shale beneath my flint, but my tanned, patterned hide as well. i was a fucking mess, and i was relishing in every minute of it. [/color][/size] |||[/center][/blockquote][/blockquote][/blockquote]
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Post by SuFFeR on Feb 15, 2012 23:37:22 GMT -5
<ALCEL>Why don't you get it? <> I watched Oxi have a strange moment, and it seemed she was letting loose everything on the local bitch. I watched as the slut was torn apart, and even after she had died, Oxi still tore at her. Scarlett stained the area, and Oxi's visage was stained the most. It seemed she forgot everything, as if she wasn't even thinking. Two bastards had snuck off while I was distracted, but the lust-driven one, the one wanted Oxi. He tried to sneak up behind her, but I was so fucking pissed already, my ivories met his flank, and he spun to face me. You could tell he felt tough, like he actually had a chance to beat me. I hissed two words. "Fuck you!" My loud, obnoxious lyrics bounced around, and the bastard dove for my gullet. Much too quick, I sidestepped and he fell. I grinned a malicious grin. He was thinking with his desire to get to Oxi, but it was going to be a hell of a time for him to get there. <> The stud raised up and sauntered towards me. My mahogany pools narrowed, and as he lunged again, I tucked under, my fangs meeting his nape. I could feel him twitching and twisting, trying to get free, but my grip held on, and soon, it died to a single twitch. I was full of blood lust again, enough to keep gripping his boa, each second, my pearls sunk deeper in, crimson spilled all around. I finally let go, my anger disappearing with the life in the bastard, and soon, I was so fucking happy. I enjoyed every moment of killing that bastard, and I would gladly do it again. I couldn't even remember why I had done it. Suddenly, it hit me. I was protecting Oxi. Although I was pretty sure she could have done it herself, he was too close for my liking. My breaths came out raspy, and I realized that I was panicking. I didn't even know why. I just was. Memories of fighting, of killing innocent horses came, and I nearly fell apart. But Oxi had already taken that from me. I wouldn't fall apart too. With a few deep breaths, my orbs zeroed in on her. "You okay?" I asked her, my vocals coated with worry. [/size]
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Post by PLAGUE ;; on Feb 16, 2012 0:11:12 GMT -5
[/color] i'll never believe in you again. i'll never forgive those things you said. my only relief is gone and dead. i will never forsake myself again.[/color] |||i was covered, poll to flint, in maroon. carnage was the only scent in the abyss, carnage and sweat and hatred, all mixed together to for a poisonous gas that crawled up my nostrils and inflated my lungs. pure, sweet ecstasy flooded my veins, heaven in a chemical. how vivid..
i had felt the tremors of the bastard stud approaching, but i hadn't fucking cared. he could have raped me and i wouldn't have cared, at least, not while i was tearing apart the whore who lay mangled on the shale. but cel was my saving grace, he had his own fun while i was going balls-out crazy.
my my entire corpse was tangled and wet, the color of drying rust and reeking hatred, but i was so fucking out of it that i didn't even care. i was calm, as disastrous as that sounds. and so was alcel, when he was through with his neat little slaughter. our remedy was simple, all we had to do was clean up the filth from this world, destroy them and relish in the instantaneous high. how simple.
"i feel so much better."[/i] i breathed, tilting my maroon colored crown to the sun and smiling a soft, sad smile. i could feel it, bubbling up from my chest and exploding from my maw. laughter. this time the sound wasn't raw and unused, it was soft and happy and genuene. music to my flickering harks, filling the void with a sweet sound. how insane must i look? standing here crusted in blood, amongst rivers of crimson and between two corpses, jug tilted to the sky and laughing? oh, but i felt so good. sweet. soft. i felt like the old me, the me before scream happened. i felt vivid. [/color][/size] |||[/center][/blockquote][/blockquote][/blockquote]
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Post by SuFFeR on Feb 16, 2012 1:37:44 GMT -5
<ALCEL>Why don't you get it? <> Optics grew wide as I watched Oxi. She felt much better, I could tell. But what shocked me most was when she began to laugh. She was laughing, and actually laughing! I watched her, orbs filled with shock, but I had my own inner peace as well. Two carcasses lay on the floor, and I could see just how much we had torn them to pieces. Even though it seemed like murder, I thought they deserved it. I knew they deserved it. Another great thing about this specific situation. It made Oxi happy! I was shocked and over joyed all together. For some reason, Oxi's joy seemed contagious. Whether I truly cared how she felt, or whether I really cared less and actually had enjoyed myself too, I felt happy. But for some strange reason, I think it was the first reason that made me happy. I cared about how Oxi felt, and to see her happy, made me happy. Actually, it made me ecstatic to see her this way.
<> My acoustics twitched to the sound of her continuous laughter, my velvets fallen back into a huge smile. Not the fake, smart ass grin I was used to, but a real smile. My crest arched and stretched out toward Oxi, wanting to nuzzle her, tell her how happy I was. I would save that for later though. My dark, ginger pools that had been sparked with hatred and blood lust not even five minutes ago, were now a bright cinnamon color, one that was lit with joy and amusement. Her laughter was contagious, and a few barks slipped through of my own, but didn't last nearly as long as hers. My white dreads, painted scarlet, hung in my visage, my tapestry tangled up and dyed crimson. At the current moment, I wanted to dance away, stretch out my pistons, but I would stay, and wait for Oxi. I was beginning to get worried when she was still laughing, her dome thrown back toward the sky. "Oxi?" I started hesitantly, my voice unusually quiet and silky, "Are you okay?
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Post by PLAGUE ;; on Feb 16, 2012 2:04:08 GMT -5
[/color] i'll never believe in you again. i'll never forgive those things you said. my only relief is gone and dead. i will never forsake myself again.[/color] |||i could tell that cel was conflicted with emotions when i started to laugh, should he be happy as well? it seemed to take him a while to figure it out, but eventually he did. an actual smile split is velveteens, and he even let out a few chorus's of laughter, but i was manic.
"he did this." i panted, optics slammed wide as i looked back at alcel, feeling too vivid to feel the pain that usually came with speaking about scream. "he made me like this, you know? i can still feel his rage, and it makes me insane. or rather, i make me insane by thinking that he's around every single corner, i make myself insane by being so FUCKING PARANOID."[/i] "he used to do this kind of thing to keep me straight, find some whore and fuck her right in front of me.... its used to make me jealous, but then again i always knew what came after he was done. he'd tear their throats out, then threaten to do the same to me if i didn't stay right beside him like a loyal sister."[/i] panting hard now, optics staring at everything, staring at nothing, skin twitching as i felt the paranoia take over. i was acting insane, but this needed to come out. it needed to happen. "then after he'd be covered in blood, and he'd rape me beside the dead mare's body. he'd whisper a sin in my ear with every thrust and tear my body to shreds, then he'd beg for my forgiveness when it was over. he always said that he was my brother, that he was just protecting me. and in a sense he was, he was protecting me from everything but himself."[/i] i was full-fledge panic now, dancing from piston to piston and shaking my nape, Scarlett insides of my nares exposed as i hyperventilated. [/color][/size] |||[/center][/blockquote][/blockquote][/blockquote]
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Post by SuFFeR on Feb 16, 2012 2:20:35 GMT -5
<ALCEL>Why don't you get it? <> I was shocked. I was watching her, prance back and forth, hyperventilate, and she poured her heart out. I watched, and I was confused, but only slightly. Her brother. Scream. The one she hated so much. Anger boiled. He had hurt her. He had done bad stuff, and he had made me fucking mad. I was off my high, and into a neutral. I listened to her speak, me harks leaning in, listening, happy to listen to her speak. It didn't bother me. I was pissed with this Scream character, and I wanted to beat the fuck out of him, like the bastard beside me, but I listened patiently. I was starting to worry about Oxi, the way she was hyperventilating, the way she looked so panicked, and I must admit, right now, she was acting insane. It was worrying me. "Oxi! Calm down! You're scaring me right now. Scream won't bother you anymore, he won't hurt you. I promise. I'll protect you, no matter what happens." My voice was loud. Hopefully loud enough to get her attention. I really truly hoped so.
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Post by PLAGUE ;; on Feb 16, 2012 2:36:57 GMT -5
[/color] i'll never believe in you again. i'll never forgive those things you said. my only relief is gone and dead. i will never forsake myself again.[/color] |||"and he'd hit me. sometimes, when it was a really bad day, he'd beat me until i was unconscious, break a couple of ribs, fracture a vertebrae, you know how it is. once i even died, as in, my heart stopped. but he got so panicked that he fell on me, and somehow it restarted my little ticker. he was so upset that he actually let me heal for a month, and instead of beating me up he'd just go kill some bitch."
it was blind panic, paranoia, hatred, fear, and hysteria that kept me from falling to my knees at the force of the memories. the worst one was when he killed me;; it made me sick to think back on it, because while he was allowing me to heal i was missing his abuse. whats wrong with me?
'he can't hurt you anymore....."[/i] lies! lies, all of it lies! he could always hurt me because he wasn't dead dead dead yet! always! "he can always hurt me, cel. always! he isn't dearly departed yet, nope!"[/i] i giggled/panted, slowly unwinding. i was off the fucking walls wired right now. [/color][/size] |||[/center][/blockquote][/blockquote][/blockquote]
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Post by SuFFeR on Feb 16, 2012 3:36:23 GMT -5
<ALCEL>Why don't you get it? <> Uh, okay then. I think Oxi's having a mental breakdown. "Oxi... Oxi... Oxi! It's going to be okay!" My vocals were turning panicked as I tried to calm her down. She was turning mental, and freaking me out. What was I supposed to say? That I would beat the fucking shit out of this bastard that did this to her? That killed her, and barely brought her back. That ruined her life. My body shook with rage. It was his fault she was acting like this right now. I took a deep breath, knowing I had to calm myself before Oxi calmed down. "Oxi... Oxi.. Oxi, please calm down. Everything's going to be okay..." It was so strange, so vivid what was happening right now. I touched my muzzle to her neck gently, and back up. It was a gently touch, one that showed her I was here for her.
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Post by PLAGUE ;; on Feb 16, 2012 19:37:56 GMT -5
[/color] i'll never believe in you again. i'll never forgive those things you said. my only relief is gone and dead. i will never forsake myself again.[/color] |||its going to be okay its going to be okay its going to be ok. was it, though? was it really? nothing in my life had ever been okay. nothing. so why should this be any different?
his velveteen skimmed my hide so gently that i barely felt it, but when he drew back it was like all my panic and neurotic energy went with him. suddenly i was....me again. well, the calm, slightly embarrassed version of me. "wow, that was..... really freaky."[/i] finally getting enough oxygen into my bloodstream, i let out a shuddered breath and grimaced, starring at the carnage that lay bellow my flint. he knew now, and i half expected him to snarl in disgust and run for the hills, but still i stood and waited. i'm fucking insane, i swear. [/color][/size] |||[/center][/blockquote][/blockquote][/blockquote]
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Post by SuFFeR on Feb 16, 2012 22:12:51 GMT -5
<ALCEL>Why don't you get it? <> My mind was reeling, what was I going to do? I watched her, every movement. What the hell was wrong with her? My optics watched her for a moment, and finally, after I had pulled back, it seemed like everything went away. Everything was better. She was calm again, and she was embarrassed. My kissers cracked a smile. "Wow, that was..... really freaky." My heart nearly stopped beating as I watched her, embarrassed. I was fucking ecstatic! "Extremely. But, at least it's better!" I smiled, my vocals dancing around loudly. I was fucking crazed, and so fucking happy. I wanted to go up and nuzzle her and all that shit, but I just stood there, grinning like an idiot. But I felt like an idiot, too. A good idiot. A happy one. A vivid, insane idiot.
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